The only person I should blame for not having any friends is myself. I let all my friendships go to shit and now I’m alone. I mean, I’m content with being alone but social networking websites kind of remind you of how alone you really are… then the loneliness sets in. When one is busy all the time they forget the people that matter the most and I regrettably did. I’m terrible at recovering friendships so I’ll just move on I guess… and possibly let go. No point in trying to fight for something that’s probably not there anymore.
I should move to another state. Or at least go to college far away from here. If I don’t get accepted in to Berkeley, I’m definitely starting a new slate. Oh, how I wish to have always done that…
